Sunday, January 25, 2009

oh my.

so i'm sitting here. watching mamma mia :D 

joseph was bugging me to write, so i am :] and what better time than while im watching a total chick flick/musical :P

just checked the countdown: 25 days. 14 hours. 30 mins. 19 secs. and counting...

OH MY GOSH! less than a month! i absolutely cannot wait! 
i have no idea what to expect! i think thats what gets me most... 
having some faces [via facebook] is extremely... helpful? fun? exciting! gives me somesort of visual!
but i haven't actually talked to any of them yet... which is STUPID! 
and i have no idea why. 
so much for my outgoing and adventurousness. 

okay. like i was saying before. 
i have no idea what to expect. 
which probably should frighten me, but rather its enticing and i kinda just wanna know what its gonna be like! 

im going to miss home. i know it already. 
its an anticipatory miss, like i know i wont be here so im already missing home.
i guess not missing it already, cause my anticipation overrides that. 

im going to miss him... <3>

wow. im way to scatter brained to write anything coherent or all-encompassing my thoughts at te moment. so i give up. 

but what it comes down to: IM STOKED!