More than Expected

I'm sure my mom will say, "I told you so!" But i haven't really comprehended all that is going to go into this. There's like so many factor that I have yet to think about. And even stuff here at home that has to be taken car of. 

I don't know if its still naivety, dreaming, or denial, but I'm still not stressed about it. I've been getting Jackie's emails from Australia and it just makes me jealous that I'm not gone already. It just feels so natural to go... I'm not sure how to explain it. 

I had like a melt down yesterday. I apologize to you guys at church. Just stress piling up. I don't even know what. Just lots going on. Yet here I am at 11:00 babbling on and talking to people online. Go me! 

 

Last day of summer classes! Remind me never to take them again! But I took them so I could go to Peru and not miss the 2nd semester :] So I am not to regretful... 

Work! Oh my! Thats still a strange thought for me... Go in on Saturday. I like the idea of money. Again, this has to do with Peru! As I hope to fund most of my own trip. Dad's job is still unknown and even if it was certain, I still would love to be able to do this myself/with help from supporters. I don't mind working. Which is something I have come to realize lately. This is entirely hypocritical and probably doesn't fit with the realistic me. But I don't like just sitting around not doing anything, especially if I'm supposed to be doing something. i.e. at work, or during princess duties. I think thats going to come in handy down the road. Just a God-feeling that thats a gift he's given me in order to do more for Him. 

I should work on my application... As my mother has said it needs to be sent out tomorrow. I love her. But its annoying :D  Off to do more crucial things. Goodnight.